have you seen my quotation-post below?
few days before this, i read friendster bulletins that posted by her. she said it : she loves kungpow (a clique that nanda,mimi,farah,and i made when we were at middle school), she loves kwarkal, she loves L fam, and she loves all of her friends. lately she tends to say that she is not as healthy as usual.
long time before i’m getting clearly to know what has happened to her, she has been posting bulletins. a bulletin that i would never forget what it cantained, told : “in case i die tomorrow..”, that was a sentence, that i often wondering about..
i know she has got faint, at school. after i’ve read many bulletins and i stalked (comment) post by post on her friendster with L fam members (who are also friends with me), i took a conclusion that she might had leukemia disease. i was not immediately took that conclusion, but i thought she was tending to show that it is. i told it all to Mimi and Farah. they both were very worried about her.
so bad.
the most tightening moment was, when she, the one who always online everyday, but she wasn’t for pretty long time! i asked L fam who often contact her too, but they were all asking me back. we all didn’t know again about her situation.
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day by day, the leukemia issue faded away from our mind.
but lately, after long time i haven’t checked my friends bulletins, i opened hers. it said the same! i was shocked, she said she’ll get a surgical operation at St. Borromeus hospital tomorrow. i asked her via friendster. “don’t worry about me, i’ll have the operation if i’m in a good condition”, said her.
i check her friendster profile, i started to know that she friends with nadiya (Dea) whom also friends with me in a highschool moslem student council called DKM.
Dea and i met at our DKM’s event, we were climbing at Jayagiri,Lembang. in a long and exhausting journey, i asked her.
Me: “dea, you know nanda?”
Dea: “yes, i do. what’s the matter? she’s my bestfriend in elementary school”
Me: “oh…, do you know what’s happened to her?”
Dea: “too bad, she said she has to get a spine surgery”
Me: “haa.. *shocked together*”
and we continued our journey.
I was thinking, it must be leukemia. i hope it’s not true, if it’s true, we’re hoping all the best for her, and her family.
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day by day passed away.
she texted farah,minar, and i :
“adnanda loves KPs! heart y’all”
i was at school that time, updating Qur’an verse on the board. i suddenly took my cellphone and called her. we talked for about 4 minutes.
“assalamu’alaikum nand how are youuu? have you got surgical operation yet? where are you right now?” , she haven’t yet.
“wa’alaikumsalam. no, i haven’t Res.— i’m in… *sigh* ah no problem, btw you know it from L fam? do you tell Minar (mimi) and Farah about it?” , i heard.. she might be crying that time.. then i said something to support her. so sad :’(
after that she promised to me to tell me when will the operation held.
“Dont worry about me…” are words that she lately reminds me.
it’s been few days, i’ll contact Kungpows to tell it all.
Now, i’m thinking about visiting her, and finishing my letter to kungpows, especially to Riandati Lestari (16).
ya Allah.. help us please
:)
. it’s still ok though :]
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x-ow-x-ow 
